Book Review
Raising the Barre
by Lauren Kessler
Published by Da Capo
Press
It’s the fourth week of
November, which in the ballet world means one thing. It is Nutcracker time. Some productions are already underway, while
others are entering the final stage of rehearsals. Between now and New Year’s
Eve, most national and regional companies will be immersed in this yearly dance
tradition.
With the release of
Lauren Kessler’s Raising the Barre,
published by Da Capo Press, there is a new way, another means by which to
experience The Nutcracker. It is an
entertaining one; an unexpected one. Raising
the Barre chronicles a unique and unusual objective – Kessler sets out to
perform in Eugene Ballet Company’s The
Nutcracker. While certainly a Nutcracker
aficionado, having attended performances year upon year, Kessler, now in
“midlife” as she describes it, hasn’t set foot in the ballet studio since she
was a preteen. And yet, performing as part of this professional production is
her goal. Raising the Barre is the
story of her journey.
Journey is an important
term here because it is the notion of ‘the journey’ that makes this book
special. Raising the Barre isn’t only
about Kessler’s journey to the Nutcracker
stage, it is about many other related journeys. The exciting ones, the sad
ones, the risky ones, the seemingly impossible ones. And it is told through her
incomparably funny and sharing voice. Raising
the Barre is intimate, in the sense that it is almost written like a journal.
But at the same time, it is accessible, relatable and far-reaching. A highly
enjoyable read, Raising the Barre is a
perfect way to usher in The Nutcracker
season.
Raising the Barre begins with a very literal journey. In the first
chapter (titled ‘The Binge’), we follow Kessler as she travels to see six
different Nutcracker performances:
Joffrey Ballet, New York City Ballet, American Ballet Theatre, Boston Ballet,
San Francisco Ballet and Eugene Ballet Company. This trip ignites and re-ignites
something deep within the author - a personal journey that Kessler undertakes and
describes in the pages that follow. Questions of ‘what’s next’, ‘why is it
next’, ‘what do I want from what’s next’ abound.
An array of journeys
unfold in the subsequent chapters. The historic journey of The Nutcracker story from dark fable to the world-famous
full-length holiday ballet. The gutsy journey of taking something on without
knowing how or if it will work out. A journey of significant and varied
research; a journey taking stock of ingrained thoughts and beliefs. A journey
of meeting new people and building new relationships; a journey of pre-training
before stepping foot into a ballet class. The transformative nature of ‘the
journey’ leaps from every page.
A little less than
halfway through Raising the Barre,
Kessler reaches a pivotal point, her journey back to ballet class (a major step
towards her ultimate goal of performing in EBC’s The Nutcracker). In this second half of the story, the ‘journey’
theme continues. There is a journey of camaraderie. A four-month log-book where
Kessler chronicles her journey of prioritization. A journey to re-define words
that have been given too much power; the journey from outsider to insider as
she ventures into the ballet company. The realities of learning her assigned
role in the ballet; the road to the first performance (which fittingly included
an actual bus journey); the joys and perils of dance touring. And in a lovely
cadence, Raising the Barre does not
end with the first performance of The
Nutcracker, but instead concludes after the curtain has fallen on closing
night as Kessler sits alone contemplating the past year’s events. The true
conclusion of her epic journey.